Lies and Mysteries

And then there are times that I feel lonely. I feel like no one can help me. Only I can see my faults if there are any. And the funny thing is, I can't really realize my real faults. I can only feel that I did something wrong. It kills me. I don't know how to undo what I've done already because to my mind, it doesn't even exist. May be its all just an imagination. May be its all just an illusion. May be its just another blurred vision in my mind. May be I think its the only way out. May be I feel depressed for some other reason and I make myself believe that, I did something wrong and that's why I'm suffering. May be blaming myself fills my heart and makes me cry leading to an empty heart. May be life haunts me or may be the truth does. But..*sighs* I can't figure out the real reason. The reason remains a mystery, heart remains heavy, eyes remain shut, vision remains dark, story remains untold, and Questions.. Unanswered.